Entry 01

Most people will never know who they are and will live an unhappy life.

They’re performing a role that was crafted for them by societal conditioning, religious dictatorship and childhood authority figures. Today there’s digital influence shaping thoughts, feelings and behavior. Most will never pursue living true to themselves and settle for enduring until the end in a system designed to keep them from discovering who they are.

Discovering who you truly are at the core and living with the expression of that version is purpose. Most will never find theirs.

They think a new hairstyle or losing weight is what will make them happy. Some will buy a different brand of vehicle or take a vacation to a destination they’ve never visited to find satisfaction. Nothing wrong with doing those things, however, it’s not what satisfies an unhappy person.

Happiness is an inside job.

Altering your outside world temporarily feels euphoric. The new car, piece of jewelry or new street address soon becomes normal and then becomes old, and the next new thing is sought out.

Statistics show over forty percent of Americans are depressed.

This is by design. It’s been cultivated. It’s intentional.

If you have a society who is unhappy, you can sell them what they think will change it.

Society is addicted to dopamine with social media being the drug lord. It’s real. It’s intentional.

People are numbing out from reality and living a virtual existence rather than face their misery and do something about it.

Older people retire, have free time to reflect and come to discover they have regrets. They bought what was sold as the road to happiness packaged as the American dream. One of the most common regrets recorded by hospice nurses is their dying patients wish they’d had the courage to follow their dream, taken risks and not cared what others thought of their life choices.

They long to turn back time and live as their true self.

These things should scare the hell out of you.

As scary as living an artificial life is, how do you discover what desires, wishes and dreams are exclusive to you versus the lifestyle expected from a social circle, tradition or cultural exploitation?

It’s not easy, however, it’s possible.

The old way of living, perpetually seeking happiness outside of yourself and expecting stuff and things to make you happy is costing you time you’ll never get back. Every day you say, “I’ll get to it later” tells your mind it’s not important and what you think is how you feel and how you feel is how you act.

You are acting like you don’t matter because you believe that you don’t.

It’s the inner world that’s expressing itself.

You’ve been programmed to be this way and it’s up to you to re-program your mind.

It’s not easy, however, it’s possible.

And it’s fun.

Growing up I thought when a woman turns fifty, her life becomes spectacular. She is free and fabulous and becomes who she truly is meant to be. The first eight years of my fifties sucked.

All the consequences of not discovering who I am, taking risks to become that version and caring what others thought about me came knocking and it felt like they knocked with a wrecking ball.

I lost everything external. Everything I loved. Everything that was necessary to start the journey of discovering myself and having the courage to live that version.

I don’t recommend waiting for the wrecking ball to collapse everything. Unfortunately, most people will be wrecked because the digital era will take away the security we’ve been conditioned to rely on.

The journey of self-discovery and transformation takes discipline, courage and grit. This is mentioned repeatedly in philosopher writ because it’s true. Uncovering the parts of yourself that are buried in the shadows, deep in the unconscious and bring them out into the light is key.

There is nothing more exhilarating than achievement in the realm of personal growth. A desire to discover your potential and be courageous enough to live it. It’s the euphoria people crave.

Of all the actions you can take to immediately start to develop a relationship with yourself is turn off the tech. Not meaning you can never use it, but right now I bet it’s using you. It’s controlling your emotions, and your actions follow how you feel. Scrolling on a screen all day to ignore you’re unhappy is currently causing your future regret.

Most people will die a miserable puppet who danced to the tune of societal conditioning, proving that free will is a comfortable illusion for most.

Crafting the perfect outer world, acquiring all the things that make life look as perfect as the perfect social media feed while the real you is screaming to be unleashed.

It doesn’t have to be this way for you. You can find out more here.

You get to decide which life you want.

Make your thoughts, feelings and actions in alignment to reach each goal you desire.

You don’t have a choice in this matter.

You have a decision to make.